Raven's violets look happy.

Hmm,
Just spending my last night with my un-denatured hair.
Tmr going to perm after the paper.
"What's this rc, bimbo-ness?" I hear you cry!
Hear me out XD
If I perm tmr,
Then I won't have to leave con camp so early.
Haha.
When I told ce she was like "HUH WHY?!"
"I think perms are disgusting" said lmk disgustedly.
Whatever luh, I'll stamp on your foot next time.

Aside from the apprehension that it may turn out bad,
I actually am looking forward to my (hemhem) new look.
Haha, geddit, looking, look.

Time to move on and become a new person,
Again!
*Sigh*
I'm tired of changing after every single major upheaval in my life.
And darn, my life is still frigging short man.

I recently posted a video on fb,
One taken on the '06 Perth trip.
It was at some park,
We were all slacking just before we went to the airport.
So we decided, one last video!!!
Yours truly drew up a script in two seconds and we got amanda tan to be the filmer and narrator.
It's pretty cute,
And unbelievably silly.
That was when I still enjoyed annoying qh,
Isa still liked sebby,
Nella had that collossal crush on the Victoria asshole,
Esther was less inhibited...
Duck hasn't changed a bit to me XD
My silly adorable loving rau (:
I remember how duck and I made the rest stand with us on the chilly street outside a macdonalds cause there were two very cute macdonalds guys in there.
We were like "that one!"
And the rest were like *why are we standing here...*
Hahaha.
Canon, delighting you always! <3

Alright, read abit more KBOW,
Then off to sleep already!

Let me hold you for the last time;
It’s the last chance to feel again.
But you broke me now I can’t feel anything...

When I love you,
It’s so untrue,
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else...

Oh it tears me up;
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much,
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough,
To make it all okay.

You can’t play on broken strings;
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel;
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real.

Oh the truth hurts,
A lie’s worse.
I can’t like it anymore.
And I love you a little less than before...

Oh what are we doing,
We are turning into dust;
Playing house in the ruins of us...

Running back through the fire,
When there’s nothing left to save.
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late.

Oh it tears me up;
I tried to hold but it hurts too much;
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough,
To make it all okay.

You can’t play our broken strings;
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel,
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real.

Oh the truth hurts,
And lies are worse.
I can’t like it anymore;
And I love you a little less than before...

Let me hold you for the last time;
It’s the last change to feel again.

I'm trying to let go.

BYE.

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again;
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands.
If you walk out baby i'll understand,
Cause all i'll do is hurt you again.

Yeah, and again, and again,
Oops, there we go again.

We messed up once,
I messed up twice,
But how many times are we gonna try again?
Girl it's like round and round we go;
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone.
Cause I can't take the pain and now my heartbeat feels like an AOA.

I'm a walking disaster;
Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to go.
Destruction like fire all around you,
That's why I got to go, oh...

Yeah,
See the fussin and fightin, lets not.
Before I see red, lets stop.
This here's really the end of;
Imma find cupid and put him in a headlock.
Now why did you pick on me?
Why let the pretty bird shit on me?
I don't need good luck but I need good love;
That's a girl that will stand by me.
Look honey I didn't diss you,
Therefore I shouldn't have to miss you,
And now I feel like saturdays are all weaker;
Me and my heart got crazy issues.

My girl it's like round and round we go;
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone.
Cause I can't take the pain,
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA.

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again;
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands.
If you walk out baby i'll understand,
Cause all i'll do is hurt you again.

I'm a walking disaster;
Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to go.
Destruction like fire all around you,
That's why I got to go, oh...

Yeah,
They say three times a lady,
I say three times you're crazy.
To done with the messin around;
Baseball love, three strikes you're out.
You're too busy tryna' catch me out,
But I just wanna get a home run.
Can't talk, real laughter after a while gets boring;
I need to come back to your touch.
Look it's all too much!
I guess now we gotta let go,
You see me grow from a boy to a man,
So this must really be the end of the road.

And girl it's like round and round we go;
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone.
Cause I can't take the pain,
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA.

I'm a walking disaster;
Don't wanna hurt you thats why you got to go.
Destruction like fire all around you,
That's why I got to go...

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again;
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands.
If you walk out baby i'll understand,
Cause all i'll do is hurt you again.

Whenever I hear this song on the radio,
I just want to scream.

Gotta go for mass,
Nabei, I look like shit.

I'd like to think it's the pms talking here.

What's wrong with all of us man,
We're going from back row to insomniac gang.

Bucca chan needs a hug.

BYE.

i think i'm going slightly wonky from the extended loneliness.
finally decided to apply Stop That! again,
cause i want to be able to paint some substantial fingernails for prom.
same for the acne lol,
pore pack, exfoliating, wash twice a day, toner, moisturiser.
i'm like regimented.
no, i'm turning into a bimbo! ):

meant to blog a long one last night,
but my lj app went nuts and my shoulders were aching from typing.
so i gave up and watched sesame street on youtube.

well long story short on wed,
had yumcha and a spiffy new restaurant in gardens,
it was super funny!
there was this soya sauce pot thing,
then big itchy fingers monkey had to fiddle with the cover.
*ploop*, the cover fell in!
*puts head in hands and sighs*
my dad found it pretty funny though,
and he didnt really scold big monkey.
later after the waitress came to top up the teapot she looked at the soya sauce thing,
and just stared at it, as if trying to figure out "what the hell happened to the cover?!..."
and she took it away and returned another one later!
omgg, we couldnt stop laughing man!
after brunch mummy and i dragged the whole family through wisma and ion shopping,
and epic fail at finding prom dress.
what i did buy was a pair of black skinnies, uniqlo tights and a top.
plus finally happy pretty prom heels ^_^
they're like what i'd call Corde Shoes.
havent fallen over in them yet,
even when little monkey pushed me :D
for dinner went to the toa payoh ind park for dinner.
monkeys had botak jones and i had piccolo pasta.
tasty (:
but i kept thinking about the time yc had gone there after senior's retreat,
andre's giant hoegaarden,
then what happened after that.

anyway.
yesterday was spent mainly attempting to reduce my quadruple eyelids to two.
no such luck.

today had tuition,
thats about it.
watched The Proposal with mummy.
its pretty funny,
and ryan reynolds is really cute.
then Flushed Away was on channel five.
omg its my new favourite movie!
hahaha the sound effect slugs were super adorable!

alright,
back to finishing red physics revision package!

kermie, my best friend! (:



at the end;
kermit: i'm leaving! woohoo. *walks away*
joey: i love you...
kermit: *comes back* i love you too.
joey: oh, thanks. *kiss*

BYE.

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,
But it always comes out wrong.
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we're moving on.

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me,

Always all ways...

And I'm sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see;
That I'm changing all my actions,
I don't wanna set you free.

Always, all ways I want to see you through;
Always, all ways me and you.
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
Yeah, I'm waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait.

Always,
All ways.

Yesterday after paper was supposed to go out for lunch with someone before meeting my mum at j8 to make contacts.
But Val was going out with Ashley and Germaine,
And kangkong and manda wanted to go home.
Kc wasn't free...
So I was pretty much alone luh.
Called my mum as I was walking out of school.
She was like "ohh we come fetch you then we go ps now!"
But it didn't really register cause I was talking to Garrett and Noob at the same time.
So when I saw the 105 I just jumped on.
What bus do I change to at far east...
*Remembers all the stupid stuff that's happened before at that bus stop*
EH OMG WHAT AM I DOING ON THE BUS!!!
So I called mum extremely sheepishly.
"Get off at the next stop!" They ordered.
So get off lor,
But not before embarrassing myself.
Jon chen was on the bus too.
"Why are you getting off here?"
And since I'm neither rich enough to live in that rich-people-middle-of-nowhere area,
Nor about to change bus at that stop since all of them go straight,
I had to openly admit my stupidity to the whole bus.
*sigh*

After dad dropped us at ps we had msg-d you mian,
Then walked around.
Daiso has really cute but useless stuff!
Saw tilak and nishit too.
Tilak's I-am-crazy-therefore-I-dance-around-like-a-retard-in-greeting really amused little monkey.

Then to j8.
Kinda had to wait my turn to do the contacts,
So went shopping first.
Cotton on and face shop.
Bought nail polish from the face shop.
Hahahahahaha.
Then went to check eyes lah.
I need astique lenses,
So must order first,
Will have to go again to collect and learn how to wear. ><
*Heebiejeebies!*

When we got home just slacked,
Watched sytycd,
Shiok as usual.
But my mum now thinks mark is gay ):
Then the mentalist.
Then csi miami.
I was like woo Jonathan Togo!....
...*Snore*
When I half-woke up it was 2am and monkey was still watching Whose Line.
He claims I laughed and scared him shitless ^^
While it was good falling asleep so easily for once in a long while,
I dreamt really weird.
Really really strange dream.

Okay my eyes are starting to close.
More on yesterday later today.

Foob and lonely.

<\3

BYE.

00:38 to 00:42

BYE.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart,
The waking up is the hardest part.
You roll outta bed and down on your knees,
And for the moment you can hardly breathe;
Wondering was he really here?
Is he standing in my room?
No, he's not,
'Cause he's gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart,
The giving up is the hardest part.
He takes you in with your crying eyes,
Then all at once you have to say goodbye.
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No, he can't,
'Cause he's gone.

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't,
'Cause you're gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart,
The waking up is the hardest part...

i changed all the she(s) to he(s).
makes more sense to me.

BYE.

I FINALLY got to watch a match cause I went to my grandpa's house last night.
But what a boring one it was!
Like neither here nor there.
And rafa plainly refuses to play aquilani.
Plus lucas leiva still featured in the starting eleven.
He's like totally cmi!
But anyway 2-2...
At least didn't lose luh.

Anyway got so bored I played taptap with joan.
She's not bad for a three-year-old.
Insisted that I play with two thumbs ><
Her ears were so tiny that the earphones couldn't fit,
So we spent a majority of the songs trying to stuff the earbuds into her ears and giggling non-stop.

Then she wanted to watch hp puppet pals,
("Snake, snake, snufferlus snake!")
So I loaded Mysterious Ticking Noise on YouTube for her.
Unbelievable adorableness unfolded.
"Jungle boy!" (Dumbledore)
"Whand weezelie!"

Then when skrtel scored,
I was all woohoo,
Then she joined in, clapping,
"Yayyyy! Red one win? Arh? So many red!"

Omg she's so so sweet! <3
Jude too.

I think everyone in my family's mean to him cause he's skinny and not as assertive as the other boys.
Like "Look at Jared! See he got so much muscles!"
Rah I couldn't stand it anymore,
So I stuck up for him (typical me)
"His muscles are in his fingers wad!"
He's amazing at piano for a kid,
And he has perfect pitch too.

Alrights,
Must go mug now to make my chem mcq very boomz.
Incidentally, ris low made it onto the fhm trash mag.
Ewww.
*Shudders*

Three papers and two weeks more!
Going to get contacts on wed I think.
Scary!
Pokey pokey eyeballs!

BYE.

Taking a break from the multitude of chem mcqs smiling sweetly at me.
Well they aren't really smiling luh,
But I drew smiley faces in the benzene rings XD

Just doing for the sake of doing.
I'd rather not be compared to another cjcian again.

Binging on lor mai fun that gab's mum sent over.
I hope she didn't add any processed sugar.
Wanted to buy a pint of dublin mudslide to celebrate,
But I was a disgusting 90 cents short.
So got a cadbury bar instead.
Ate a little only,
I wanted to share with the monkeys...
*halo*
But when I got home,
My mum was like "a chocolate bar! Your exams haven't finish yet!"
*confiscated*
T_T'''

Omg til now they still haven't voted off russell, shambo and the dumb blonde yet!
In today's episode one of the johns told the cameras "I think russell looks like trouble"
Geez!
It takes a rocket scientist to realise that?!
(He really is a rocket scientist,
Not a toilet bowl,
As I unintentionally implied.)

This weekend,
Liverpool will absolutely CRUSH man city.
Idiot rich farts.
Well no choice luh.
Must stay in big four minimum!

After exams I've got a duper packed schedule!
Panda outings,
Back row outings,
Ce manga outings,
Mama and gruncle bunny outings,
Vocal, bass, theory or dance lessons,
Just me and ellen days,
Me and ellen clubbing (hahahahahaha JOKE!)
Yc planning for 2010,
Zoo date with corde,
Con camp,
Prom,
Malacca or langkawi,
Planning camp,
Japanese, German or French lessons (omg which one?!),
Cassie girly dates,
Swensens with lor mai kai,
1S02 outings,
Finding a job,
Clearing out stuff,
Re-watch special A and sakura,
Installing a collapsible table in my room,
Restoring my sylvanian family house,
Dusting the gundam and haro,
Maybe giving nat chem tuition...
And CHICAGO IS COMING TO THE ESPLANADE! ^^

This list makes me feel better,
Despite it being short of some stuff I'd much rather do.

Dumdumdum.

Can't help thinking about it.
No not that it,
If you think I'm talking about that it,
Your dead-as-ikan-bilis wrong.
Different it.

I was so mad,
Would have cried right there in the canteen if chingyang and daryl lieu weren't there.
Got face mah.

But what I learnt today is to never make a solid judgement til you know what the person is going through,
And how they express themselves.

Like big monkey says annoying kiddy stuff when he's emo.
Little monkey will be super irritable.
My dad makes me clean the kitchen.
Molly listens to music all day.
Val gets mad with people.
Kangkong sings madly.
Chingyang sleeps incessantly.
Manda will just quietly scribblescribble.
Jon chen will suddenly become very meek and needy.
Jeanette plays piano.
Vivien talks and talks.
G will be super silent.
Isa will hug people.

Me, I need to talk it out, or write.
Cause if there's silence I'll just curl into a ball on the floor, sink and cry.

Everything that I write,
I tap into the iPod as I feel.
So it's pretty real.

Just saying.

I know I'm kinda dramatic.
The way I speak, write, gesture.
All the supposed theatrics appearing.

Don't like it,
Then, well, um...
I'll be nice and smile (:
*Sharpens stick*

That's why I moved,
So that as few people see my stuff as possible...
Like just the pandas.

They know the way I talk.
Right?
Heh.

Alright, back to chem.
Haha, my tri-peptide chain is phe-leu-ser.
Yupyup ^^

Mornings are the worst.
Mixed feelings.
Relief that some dreams weren't real,
Sad that some weren't reality.
Lying in bed.
With stitch and kermit.
A baby and an old friend.
Reluctant to sit up and face the real world.

Soooo.
Damned if I do,
Damned if I don't.

BYE.

Whee!
Mo nore econs!

And I think l aced it ^^
Hopefully A,
But relatively good considering I'm coming from straight Us and an E this year (:

Kangkong, manda, molly and chingyang helped make me happy (:

Chingyang's right,
It's been how many days already?

Alright,
Not even a breather!
After dinner gotta do like 5 chem mcqs by 10am tmr ><

But for now I'll watch survivor.
Hope the asshole russell goes home this week.
Brett's cute.

General Stupidity Tax (GST)
Haha,
I'd be extremely poor if that were real.

I don't give a nabei anymore.
At least I think so.
Damned if I do,
Damned if I don't.

Now,
YouTube!
More mark kanemura!

BYE.

pretty tired.
will go read through econs and sleep early.

walked home in the rain.
well i didnt mean to,
but there were scary looking foreign workers sitting at the hdb void decks.
was walking from yangzheng there,
decided to take 105 with manda and krys cause 153...
i give up on that bus.
105 route's less painful?
yup.

anyway the rain was nice.
though i might catch the flu tmr cause i still havent bathed yet :X

so you think you can dance is back on s'pore tv,
thank goodness.
i loved the one with benji,
missed the whole season with lacey,
but now there's mark kanemura.

he's so emotive.

so watch this video.
the first part and last part is pretty inconsequential,
but the dance gives me heebiejeebies.
amazing stuff.

look at her eyes.
her pain.

that was what it was.

cry and move on?
i cant.

numb.
numb.
more numb.

if i smile and laugh,
everyone think's i'm alright.
my mum wont worry for me,
my dad will smile,
monkeys will be monkeys,
manda wont be worried,
val wouldnt know that...
minggui will be happy,
chingyang wont say anything,
isa will smile.

what if i'm dying bit by bit underneath,
the plug having fallen right out of my chest?

stage two of lupus has started.
i'm dropping hair.
more than two dozen a day.

i'm scared.



acknowledged.

October.
November.
December.
January.
Waking up.
Time passes.
Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly,
In strange lurches and dragging lulls,
But pass it does.
Even for me.

Sound familiar?
Like me,
He left when she reached her eighteenth birthday.

The pain was wracking me,
Music fuelled my hurt.
I reached toward the sky,
God!
God!
Where is your love?
I was falling apart.
Then my mummy came in,
Sqooshed me to the side of my bed,
And her arms enveloped me.
"Sweetheart I'm here."

Such is the love of my Lord! <3

Exams are the fastest things that pass quickly these days.
Papers are almost too easy.
Strange non-routine questions seem either easy to figure out or totally impossible to explain.
What a wonderful dichotomy
That sounds like real life.
But unlike academics,
Rote work just can't save you here.
Econs seems to come to me easily now.
Case study's can't get simpler than this.
But I write too slow.
Every scribble my head throbs.
Everytime I write a k,
Write about inflation,
Or draw an AS/AD diagram,
I think of you,
And my ribs hurt.

I realise now why in Brick By Boring Brick they have the lyric that's so much more integral to the song than a mere time filler.

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da!

It's an expression of pain!

I wish I could tell isa, or my mum, or big monkey, or chingyang, or manda, or molly.
I owe them an explanation.
At least they deserve it.

My present of Edward was not given,
But lent.

Acknowledged.

I love chansey!
Will go catch one in the safari zone and name it vivien in your honour <3

Don't know why I did this time.
The scars went away real quick too.
Seemed arbitrary to let out the pain.

Strange,
In all this mess,
I've renewed my friendship with lor mai kai.
So now he owes me swensens again lol.
It's two years late!
But that's my fault.

Alright, chemchemchem!
Paper two,
So my thing man.

Everyone keeps saying go get your As.
It's strange that in the midst of my emo and low self-esteem that everyone starts saying it.
Thanks lexie, lmk and vi.

For some weird reason I keep hearing chloe's voice in my head,
beckyy, you BETTER do well, if not I HAMMER you like anything arh.

Forgive me,
I'm extremely lonely and hurt.

BYE.

My head's just buzzing now, thinking...
What would meli say?
Or Michelle?
Or Fonteyn?
Or Fel?
Or Chloe?
Or Shina?
Or Nella?
Or Mel?
Or Becca?
Or Hoi?
Or qh?
Or Yolanda?
Or Mrs Soon?
Or Mrs Freeman
Or horseshoe?
Or Matt?
Or mehmeh?
Or Tim?
Or Isa?
Or duck?
Or Esther?
Or G?
Or jes?
Or Ellen?
Or Vi?
Or Cassie?
Or Ivy?
Or Mari?
Or Ce?
Or Terence?
Or Alvin?
Or Germs?
Or Roy?
Or Jac?
Or Rene?
Or Carol?
Or Gene?
Or Kim?
Or Tania?
Or Marianne?
Or Jeanette?
Or Natalie?

I'm drowning, with nothing but upthrust to save me.

Upthrust is the force exerted on an object when it is submerged in a fluid,
And is due to the differences of pressure of the upper and lower parts on a body.

BYE.

*sigh*
How to go for prom like this?

BYE.

Well you built up a world of magic;
Because your real life is tragic!
Yeah you built up a world of magic...

My headaches are back,
Which is good,
Cause blood is finally flowing through my head again.
Hope I can study now.

BYE.

So one day, he found her crying;
Coiled up on the dirty ground.
Her prince finally came to save her,
And the rest you can figure out.
But it was a trick!
And the clock struck twelve, well make sure;
To build your house brick by boring brick,
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down!
Keep your feet on the ground,
When your head's in the clouds...
Well go get your shovel,
And we'll dig a deep hole,
To bury the castle, bury the castle...
Go get your shovel,
And we'll dig a deep hole,
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

RAH.

BYE.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some asses are drilling holes in their walls,
The wall that happens to be directly over my room.
Baaah!
(Sheep. No, no sheep!)

You know you're losing it when you look in the mirror and realize that your largest pimples are exactly collinear.

No one look at my face!!!

And omg will the drilling people SHUT UP?!?!
Blasted idiots.

Okay,
Staaaaaaaats!
Must get A to make mrs kwee proud (:

Oh btw,
Why does the damn castle have to be so bloody big? ):

She can't find her shovel!
No space for a deep hole!
To bury the castle,
Bury the castle!

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da.

BYE.

Drenched!

In water.
In sadness.
In brain juice.
In bunny bunny bunny bunny power.
In my strengthening friendships.
In monkey, mummy and daddy support.

Most of all, in the love of my Lord.

This is a song I learnt in primary two.
When we had kids masses in church they would sing it,
And the teenlit would go in front to sign.
Still love singing it.

Argh crap can't find it online.
Okay, sorry if I get the verse order wrong XD

Showers of love,
From the loving Father.
Showers of love,
For you and for me.
The pouring of water tells me He forgives me,
Showers and showers of love.
He, is the reason that we can be free,
It's a new chance for you and for me.
To learn how to love,
Learn how to live in peace.
Showers if light from the burning candle,
Showers of light shine forth in the dark.
The flame is a sign for me to shine like He did.
Showers and showers of light.

Alright,
Off to, heh, shower now,
Then it's chem chem chem!!!
Yeah, no more gp,
The blasted hypocritical subjective subject that "wants to hear your opinion",
But really just wants you to vomit back what they think should be the answer.
Gp, I gladly bid thee farewell.

Haha, i've sat here for so long I'm almost dried off.
Cj uniform power lol!

Still love your smile.

BYE.

Hello,
I'd just like to thank Andre, corde, ivy, kc, Mari, Eugene, germs, mermaid, ce, nes, kangkong, chingyang, amni, peish, gab, Cassie, Ryan, ros, jac, Roy, the pandas, and my family
for the nice eighth of november I had.
You know, despite everything that's been bearing down upon us all,
Regardless of what you're going through,
Or mugging for,
Or wherever you are in the world (:

(Argh hate the ipod's auto-correct!
My ocd's acting up.
But too tired to change.)

I did like today.
And I did get to see most of the people I really love.
Well save for a few of them like munchkin and rac and joy and the pandas.
Can't have everything lah XD

Welcome, barrage of test papers! :D

Be nice to me and kc and the bunnies and the pandas and the back row plus kangkong and benith and thong (:

Feel quite happy luh,
Everything today has been so lovelovelove!

Little monkey decided to return stitch to me for my birthday.
*hugs stitch*
Not the real deal,
But this will do ^^

To quote from pendragon;
And so we go.

BYE.

Feeling better I guess.
Had a good talk with my mum.
She really thinks i'll do okay.
Which is better than Os at least,
Then she told me straight I was gonna mess up physics.

About emo,
Feeling number now,
Spent a good fifteen minutes clearing an putting out of sight.
Then dove head-first into mugging.

As britney would say,
Or rather, lip-synch,
Now I'm stronger than yesterday,
From here it's nothing but my way...

Tuition was strangely nostalgic.
All the it's the last time I'll be here for the past three years.
Nian was like, "your last day today arh",
*scratch head*
Haha.
Ah well.
No more butter water XD

I'm just waiting for midnight to get here so u can blow out my pseudo cartoon strawberry cheesecake birthday cake,
Then go sleep.

Eight minutes more,
Goody.
Shall add more layers to the cake then.
A layer of sucrose-based jam ^^

...….…...................

Two or three minutes more...

Alright.
*Sings birthday song*

I feel like a little girl again.
When I was five I wore my new party dress at nine in the morning though the party was at five that evening.
When we cut the cake that my mum had baked,
Jeanette and I koped all the cherries on the cake and just gobbled them down.
They tasted pretty good, sugary and sweet.
Then the aftertaste was horrible...
We puked after that.
I love Jeanette (:

Thanks Lam and Mari.

You know what's the dumbest thing?

Nevermind.
He did call.
I feel very confused now.

Lol, Ellen just tapped me up to go clubbing with her.
For one thing we have to wait til she's eighteen.
But more importantly,
Me, clubbing?
Wait, ELLEN, clubbing?!
Hahahahahaha.

To complete my birthday,
I wish that Liverpool beat birmingham on Monday.
Sorry joe hart,
But my allegiance ultimately lies with Liverpool.

BYE.